Messed up shit.

I'm thinking of all the messed up shit in my life. Like, AnnMarie not participating in my Shift. I dunno why but that seems like the best word for it. And her misses the pre-Shift me. The messed up starving herself me. The unhappy me. Oh yeah, I found out that the meds I'm on for my epilepsy right now have me making me more impulsive and making me have mood swings. I also happened to have a mini-Shift last night. All the crap AnnMarie's been saying about me doesn't make me pissed off it just hurts :( Sadness.....