I am not always the nicest person. I can get pretty mean when someone is frustrating me and I've just had enough of it, and eventually, yes, I will become the trigger happy Queen Bitch. That, happened last night. At first I was just trying to convey my point of view, and got a little frustrated because Ann wasn't listening to me. She's decided to drop out of high school and get a GED instead. Sure, yeah whatever good for you, but really, that's only impressive when you get it when you're sixteen or something around that age. At eighteen... Not so much. Basically I tried proving my point and pulled the f-bomb a couple of times, and in the end, pulled a reference to Animaniacs. This is what I said at the end, (pretty much at least) "Pray tell Ann, what is your plan? .... While we sit and watch our brain cells die one-by-one. We're dying to know."
Witness the return of Captain Smartass. With a side of bitchyness.
That was not my best line. Or really, best decision. I do feel bad about the last bit I wrote, but really, I could have said much worse. But, I didn't and I'm really glad that I didn't.
However, I did take things way too far, I've been frustrated with things recently, and bothered by others and I took it out on Ann which was not the smartest, or sanest, idea. After Kecia yelling at me over facebook and rereading my comments, I feel bad. I agree with Kecia. I took things way too far. I don't know everything and it's not my situation. I have my own situation and I guess I should focus more on that.
I've never been the best at apologizing, mostly because I'm stubborn and don't like budging very much from my morals of what I think is right and wrong. And, if I were better at apologizing I would apologize in person, BUT Ann isn't on the Island anymore so I can't. I guess I can email her instead, and post this on her wall which is a really chickenshit way of apologizing. But, it's what I've got, and all I can do really.
Here's off to apologizing and not being so... Er, me. Which, is going to be hard to do. Wish me luck.
Witness the return of Captain Smartass. With a side of bitchyness.
That was not my best line. Or really, best decision. I do feel bad about the last bit I wrote, but really, I could have said much worse. But, I didn't and I'm really glad that I didn't.
However, I did take things way too far, I've been frustrated with things recently, and bothered by others and I took it out on Ann which was not the smartest, or sanest, idea. After Kecia yelling at me over facebook and rereading my comments, I feel bad. I agree with Kecia. I took things way too far. I don't know everything and it's not my situation. I have my own situation and I guess I should focus more on that.
I've never been the best at apologizing, mostly because I'm stubborn and don't like budging very much from my morals of what I think is right and wrong. And, if I were better at apologizing I would apologize in person, BUT Ann isn't on the Island anymore so I can't. I guess I can email her instead, and post this on her wall which is a really chickenshit way of apologizing. But, it's what I've got, and all I can do really.
Here's off to apologizing and not being so... Er, me. Which, is going to be hard to do. Wish me luck.
