Things are going downhill.

Yeah, there will be no picnics tomorrow for me. Because my dad and mom aren't able to trust me at all, and don't ask me anything. At. All. This is really starting to piss me off. They didn't even ask me the details like when: Spencer's grandma said one. And she said yes. They didn't even ask me where: his front yard. Or over by the lake. I'm pissed off and upset all at once. And I miss him like crazy. I'm already miserable. Because of them. And things just got worse. Just. Come. On! They don't trust me at all. The don't listen to me. All dad heard was Spencer. And then he said: NO. This is really getting annoying! I don't want things to be like last summer where I saw him twice. So far, I've seen him what? Three times? This is so stupid! I might as well just explain the situation to Sally and ask her to take me. Sally likes Spencer. And she knows how I feel with all the negativity and bullshit and zero compliments I get from Dad. She's gotten it for a lot longer than I have. Fuck! The last compliment I got from dad was... I... I don't know. And this is one of those times where I think I'm about to cry and I can't tell anyone about it. Kecia's working, so texting her is on the kibosh. I really need someone to talk to. AND right as I feel like shit, and need someone to talk to, I get a random text. From a girl asking for me. In all caps. I think today is looking up. SO! Let's get POSITIVE!!!!!!! No more being a downer! Imma be lookin' on the brightside! Like this lovely bright yellow text :) >.< Hahaha have a good day fellow peoples!