The Rumor Mill. High School. And People Suck.

Yeah, I promised you guys, I'd tell you about the rumors. People suck. I am the loyal girlfriend. The rumors started with me just being a whore. They went and turned into me making out with other guys while me and Spencer dated. Then, rumors went around to me apparently making out with a girl I know. Liz Bryant. Yeah. People suck. It wouldn't surprise me if once school comes round, people will be saying, I'm having sex with people. When, obviously, I'm not like that. I mean, I have a boyfriend. And I love him. I have no idea what the rumor mill will turn up next. But, it's probably gonna suck.

These. Pictures. Are. BADASS!

These pictures are awesome. 

 My lil sis, Alisa

 Right. Above. Chase.
Left. Damien.

Right. My grandma Mo.

 Above. Kecia.
To the left we have every
crybaby ever. 

 Above. Moi! 
Right. Thats just
awesome.

Above. Paige. 

To the right.

Spencer. My love! <3

Jesus. Are you listening? Is the thing I'm best at fucking up? Or am I just confused?

I have fucked up. Once again. And I feel like shit. I hate making him mad. Because then I feel bad. I might as well let him calm down. Things always, and trust me, I mean always go wrong when one of us is mad at the other. And I mean it, I feel terrible. I don't feel like going onto facebook when I'm upset, I mean why? To just sit there and feel worse and worse? That's the thing about facebook. It gets so pointless!  If I  want to be an inspiring person, I'm going to do it on a blog. Where every one can see my words. There's no point to facebook. It's just gonna turn into myspace. See, I like blogs much much better. Any one can follow your blog, and you have the space to write all you want. I'm pretty sure you could write a book in one post. No one can kick you off either. You have the ability to write anything you want. On facebook you can get kicked off easily. Same with myspace. I know this because Spencer got kicked off of facebook. What's the point of just sitting around online not really talking to anyone and getting caught up in online drama/bullshit? I mean really, I have been in more drama on facebook than in real life. I mean really! What's the point? I keep getting wrapped up in people's bullshit drama. Then, I'll post up something and get a ton of comments and have to not comment because I know that the comment that was put up was gonna make me start drama. No. Thank. You. There have been quite a few times that I have wanted to just delete my facebook account altogether. It's really not worth the drama. More to the point, all the bullshit with Ann happened on there, and from that went Ann trying to bitch me out online. Then her just talking shit about me. Which turned into people spreading rumors.And so, now, I don't give a flying pig's ass. People can say what they want, call me a poser, call me a whore, none of it's true. All the people saying these utterly disgusting lies(it really is bad I'll explain in the next post or two), obviously they have nothing better to do than spread the things that even Jesus would've gone up to that person, glared at them, and bitch slapped them. I have amazing, wonderful friends. And, a boyfriend, who I can trust with everything, and who's been there for me since I met him. You could say I lead a charmed life, I have some smarts, am a brilliant landscape designer, have a wonderful love, and great friends. I guess the epilepsy and polymicrogyria sort of make my life more interesting. They sure make me having kids a bit more scary, but, for now, I'm going to focus on being a teenager, and try to stop worrying about keeping my kids having the polymicrogyria and epilepsy and just worry about my love. Spencer. And focus on making it to five years of dating. On and off but, no relationship is absolutely perfect.