I like to think I was pretty nice when I told her to stop

Me:

• • This has got to stop. You need to stop talking shit about me right now. And Kylee told me what you said to her at lunch. And do not say you have no idea what I'm talking about because you do. I'm not trying be mean. All of the rumors started with you and I am tired of people telling Spencer he should know things that "happened" that never happened. You need to stop you have taken this too far and I am done with it. I will not apologize to you. If anything you should be apologizing to me because of you I have gone from invisible to the school's biggest whore. Stop this, and this is the only time I'm going to tell you to stop nicely.

AnnMarie:

I have NOT been spreading rumors about you. YOU are the one who became a total bitch. YOU are the one who decided that you could treat everyone like crap and have everyone treat you well at the same time. What did I really do wrong, Hayley? YOU HURT ME. So much. You changed to the point where I didn't know you anymore. THAT'S why I couldn't trust you. And the whole thing you pulled with Shawn and the message full of lies? I was appalled that you would even try to break us up. I KNOW you are not that mean. You used to be so nice. But now, you are a wannabe raver. A poser. And you treat EVERYONE except Spencer like shit. So many people think you are mean, Hayley. You have no idea. And yes, things DID happen. You are DRAGGING HIM DOWN. He is an unhappy person because of the new you. The old you was better. I LIKED the old you just fine. This new you is mean, hypocritical, and untrustworthy. Once again, I haven't been spreading rumors about you. People see how you act and make assumptions. So. Don't speak to me again, K? I don't care about the new you at all. When the old you comes back, let me know. I miss her.

I is sad now. :( I was being all nice let's end this and then she was all not nice. 

It's really cold, and it's supposed to be nearing summer

I tried to be nice. I honestly tried. It didn't work. Which really sucks. It just sucks, big time. I sent AnnMarie a message telling her to stop talking crap about me and she messaged back and was really really rude. Just urrgh, I'm done with all the rumors. If anyone needs me, I'll be up by the west(?) mezzanine gym on tuesday.

Hmm... Just hmm....

Rumors suck. They just suck. Particularly when they're about you. And to make it worse AnnMarie has been talking shit about me. Fantastic. And she says she'll stop and she'll be fine when I apologize. Wtf? Not happening. Never. This all started with her. I am not apologize. She didn't say anything to me about what was happening in her life, and then expected me to be sympathetic. Yuh huh... Not going to happen. Nope. It's hard to be sympathetic when you have no idea what's going on. Kinda really hard. I'm going to talk to Paige about what to do and whatever we decide is best to do, I will do. Before the school year ends. Which means the last day of school. People irk me. Like all the people spreading rumors.

Hmmm. . . Hahaha Dr. Denis Leary.

Hahaha Hmmm. . . Dr. Denis Leary. Why We Suck. FUNNIEST BOOK EVER. I am listening to the audio book and am so totally laughing my ass off. I completely recommend this book if you are not: Brittany Spears, Dr. "Full" Phil, Muslim, a parent who believes their child is special and wonderful, and/or any person on earth. If you are a teenager or under the age of thirty, go ahead and listen to this!!!! Here's a link:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XA6bqE06GPw&feature=related
There are a couple parts, four I think. I LOVE IT!!!

CHEESE. AND OTHER AMAZING THINGS.

MY SOON TO BE(hopefully) LITTLE BROTHER IN LAW HAS THE SAME BIRTHDAY AS ME!!!! Is that not like... OMFG AMAZING!!! I sure think so. I mean, I was all... Like... DUDE! THAT'S LIKE F'ING AWESOME!!! So, me and my little brother Chase have decided on his birthday prezzie several months early. 
WE'RE GOING TO ADOPT HIM!
Chill right? But, I mean.... Cam sounds like he's a mix of me n Spencer and I have to say:
THAT'S ONE HELL OF A PERSON! Why wouldn't I want to adopt him? I mean, WHO WOULDN'T ADOPT HIM!?  He's blond, about 4'11" and just like... WHOA. Hahahaha. That would be his big break. Comin' up here and be all like, "Wow, it's pretty chill up here. where am i living now?" I'd say: "My living room, don't worry it's pretty comfy plus, we put a bed out there."  I'm pretty sure he'd have fun with me n Chase.We'd be all RAAAAAAAAHHH!!!! Yeah, he'd be cool to have up here.

Buttersafe.

I love this site! buttersafe.com These comics are amazing.

 It's called A Simple Procedure

SQUAIDS is some serious shit.

Okay, so... SQUAIDS. Yes, I have mentioned it before but, I don't think you understand the seriousness of this problem. I understand that you obviously understand the seriousness of AIDS. But, do you understand the seriousness of SQUAIDS? Trust me, it's EXTREMELY serious. THOUSANDS of squirrels die every year, from SQUAIDS. Squirrel AIDS. Would you want some poor little squirrel to go to the squirrel doctor and find out it has SQUAIDS? If you do want some squirrel to get SQUAIDS... You're a terrible person. And, a terrorist. And, a whore. See, I told you this is serious shit.

Bad Timing

Mother Nature freaking HATES ME. Okay so, fast forward to lunch, it was nice, happy, with Spencer and all that, we start making out and a little ways into the bell rings. Lunch is over. And I said:"GODDAMMIT!" I told you mother nature hates me.

PHONE NAZIS

Yes, I said Phone Nazis. Aka, teachers. All I was doing was checking my friend Aimee's phone for texts, then BLAMO!!!!! Taken away. Swearswearswear. BUT! I got home and on my bed was. . . SKITTLES!! No, sh*tting you I literally yelled(i quote) "OHMYFUCKINGGOD!!!!!" Back to the PHONE NAZIS. This is a big deal people. Just like SQUAIDS. Squirrel AIDS. I mean... It's a big deal 'cause. . . Would you wish a cute little squirrel to have AIDS? I would cry if I met a little squirrel with AIDS. So, yes, I did say SQUAIDS. And, PHONE NAZIS. Okay, so, girls. WHAT THE HELL IS THE POINT OF SLEEPING WITH YOUR BOYFRIEND'S BEST FRIEND!? I mean, don't say you didn't know because, yes, you did know. You, just didn't care. I mean, and before he even knows you go up to him and sleep with him the very next day.  Wow, what a whore. Yeah, yeah, yeah. I joke about it with my friends but, I mean... That. Is The. Definition. Of. Whore. and, then you go and ask for forgiveness. GUYS, SAME THING. NOT COOL. I mean, what's ever happened to love? To true unadulterated love?  What happened...

Randomness and Escorting People to Class

With all the crap that's going on, I think it's a really good idea to escort people to class. I mean... get permission, then go. It's better than not knowing if they're okay or not. Bleck. So bored...

Drama drama drama and yes! He's mine! And I'm his..

Even though there's all this drama, I have managed to have Spencer ask me back out. I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THE HELL I DID. Do you know? Was I just... Me? Cuz me being me isn't exactly the most attractive thing in the world, I mean, today I've been wandering around in my little sis' Alisa's rancher girl type flannel shirt. I'm just happy he's mine. And I'm his :) Drama wise: my group of ppl have been getting beat up. And pulled knives on. Honestly, it's really stupid. But, Stanwood is a biased hick town so my group of ppl are screwed. Yup, just screwed. And the hicks are targeting us girls....

Getting Better... And Not So Miserable.

Being friends is fine. I'm okay with it. I'm perfectly happy with being friends til the end of school and then whenever I can see him over the summer so we can talk about maybe getting back together... Again. 'Cept if we do, then none of the getting mad and saying stuff you don't mean to say. Just, wait, and we'll talk later. Love is on fire! Burnin' heart! It was love at first sight! Love that song! ItaloBrothers Love Is On Fire. Anyways, I'll wait. 'Til summer. I don't when in the summer. But, then, in the summer, maybe you can have me.

I am Officially Single

I am single. And pretty miserable. I'm going to give Spencer back his coat tomorrow. And, the bracelet I made that says: 'his baby' for I am not now. I'm probably going to hang out with Paige more often. And Chase and Stephen and Cracoon too. I may be miserable now, but, I will heal. I hope. But, I have a family that loves me, and a little sister who is one of my best friends. I'll be okay. :)